from now on, i've made a pact to myself. i would never ever call you sister again.. cos i dun want to be just your brother...i want to be someone else, somebody else.. u once told me b4 that you find it hard to accept someone younger than you.. i sense that its not bcos you dun feel abt me. its bcos to you, age is a barrier. why is it a barrier to you i dun understand.. i wish i could understand but i just cant.

but i will try hard.. i know u will know how i feel one day.. i truly know...

Richieosuly Yours,
Richard.

i've been listening to this song dunno for how many times.. i first heard it from the TW Drama "Ai".. i think more than half of the Singapore population is watching this drama faithfully now every weekends.. i dunno what attracts me to keep listening but i just cant stop it..it just stirs the emotions in me..

haiz.. i dun understand y a simple matter is so hard to understand.. must we make things so complicated.. dun understand and dunno why...

why must u think of all these?? cant it be so simple.. i just wish things could be simple..........

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

recently i've been thinking to myself.. am i married to my work? i've being consistently putting in 8hrs a day in my work for almost everyday that its eating into my personal life.. i just cant seem to control myself.. i am a control freak.. if there is something to be completed on the actual day, i will do it and if i cant complete it, it makes a total wreck out of me... i told myself i got to take things easy.. its always my aspiration to climb the corp ladder but sometimes when you look back and down, a lot of things more precious r left neglected.. recently i'm thinking that i've been forgoing quite a few things that i forgot the simple pleasures in life..

this is not going to happen anymore... life is all about balance, the yin and yang.. i want to work towards that...






Richieously Yours,
Richard.

have u heard of the story of the penguins before.. penguins are actually quite romantic creatures.. at least in my view.. penguins are are devoted creatures. once they found their partner, the one, they would stick with the partner for life.. they would stay together in the cold, and start a family.. then they would lay the eggs.. the penguins would take turns to sit on the eggs to keep it warm, while one of them would take turns to go to the sea to hunt for food.. but what the other party dunno is there may be a chance that its partner would never return from the food trip... thats because there is a high possibility that the penguin would be eaten by sea lions and become the hunted.. if the penguin never return, its partner would wait forever in the cold and never give up..

I think this is really romantic.. but such acts are few and far in the modern world.. would you wait for the penguin...?





Richieously Yours,
Richard.