have u ever faced situations like you know you did not do anything wrong but somehow you dunno why ppl start to treat you coldly.. i'm facing this now.. somehow somewhere sometime something went wrong... the worst part is, i dunno wats wrong.. this is the 'best' cos its like you are being given the death sentence without a chance to explain yourself.. if there is a god somewhere, i hope you can really enlighten me..

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

yday, while i was doing window shopping.. i saw an old friend.. well she looked different.. she did not see me. i still rem the days when she did not really had any frenz in the co. i would approach her and bring her out for lunch.. those days.. well she looked pretty good now.. girls really need to maintain themselves bcos somehow, they aged faster than guys.. anyway, back to her. she used to be the girl i like.. and still is.. somehow when i saw her, the feelings rekindled.. well, maybe this time it will last for another few days.. then i would forget again.. this is just me.. wat to do? haha..

ok this has been one post which I've kept putting off for a long time. I was kept busy and distracted by many things.. by the goals i set for myself.. by the many 'what ifs' in life.. some things I achieved, some things i did not.. well life ain't perfect.. I learnt a lot this year..

Lesson No. 1: Perfectionist
Yes I am a perfectionist. A 100%. However, this is also what I believe has been holding me back. In terms of career, I have learnt that you do not always get 100% of what you want even if you put in 100%. Next year, I will learn to slow down. I try to be kind to myself.

Lesson No. 2: Relationship
Yes, I achieved the goal i set for myself for Y2009. Be it a short one, yes I achieved. And I realised that I learnt and understand more about myself now. I always tot only myself understand me most. How wrong I can me. I really miscalculate on this part. Nevertheless, I now have a better idea. I am not ready yet. My priority is not this. At least for now.

Lesson No. 3: Money
Yes, I hate to admit it but I have to. I'm poor in managing $. Many times, I think I'm too obliging. I must learn to say NO. A great leader will know when and will say NO. Its hard for me but I'll try. There's nothing I can't do unless myself don't want to.

And so here I go. The 3 important lessons I learnt in Y2009. A proper closure I will say. Next year, 2010, it will be better.

Richieously Yours,
Richard.