before i even realise, 3 weeks has passed by after my embarkation into my new job.. come to think of it, its quite scary when i don't pay attention. I certainly feels like I've aged abit and it feels kinda of weird that I'm not driving anymore.. the morning train situation is getting abit unbearable.. how i wish we can move to the new office soon.. then i'll be able to drive again... Arrggghh.. Anyway, it has been a great experience working at my place so far.. I'm given lots of freedom and I like this feeling of independence.. of course, it comes with greater responsibilities now which I relish.. :)
I would try my best.. never say die!

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

Received the sad news on monday. One of the colleagues I've known better had passed away. It's too sudden a news bcos all along, he has been fit and healthy. I believed he had kept himself fit despite his age. I can still remember vividly seeing him cycle from home to work everyday. This is just happening to fast and serves to remind me that life is fragile. Anything can happen in a flash and the frightening thing is, we have no control of it.

Rest in peace my fren. Its good to know you and i hope you would find peace wherever you are now.

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

Its always hard in the initial stage when you started out in a new place. But if you go with a learning heart, everything will turn out fine.. tats what I've been telling myself. However, been left alone to swim in the deep pool isn't always easy. in fact, it's never easy. Therefore, I was very thankful when you appear right before my eyes... even its for only a short 1 hr, your presence is like god send and boost up my mood immediately.. I really appreciate you being there. for one meaning or another... I will strive on and tks so much for your encouragement.. My friend......

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

As I look into your eyes...
I see an angel in disguise..

Life is full of regrets.. regrets we looked back sometimes and say, I could've fixed this. For me, the greatest regret I've made is not to have fixed the relationship with G. On my final day, as I thought all was lost, I was not man enough, I choose to hide and remain as a coward, a fool. G took the initiative to wish me the best. And to think that all hope was lost, was gone. Maintaining a strong front in front of everyone and lying to myself I don't care, deep now I'm hanging to a thread of hope, no matter how glimmer it looks. In the end, I was proven right. G did not forget about me. She still care. Whether as a fren or colleague, it really doesnt matter. Though it came at the last moment, it is better than any other forms of well wishes and blessings I received from everyone. Even its just a simple SMS... to me.. its the most precious. I could be getting emotional about this. But this is the real me, which I've been hiding.

All I want to say is thanks G. If I could turn back time, I rather have things end up in a different way. Everyone loves a fairy tale ending but it doesnt happen too often in real life. Still, I would treasure every moment we shared together in my mind.

Give me a chance to prove that I love U~

Richieously Yours,
Richard.