I think I'm at the lowest point in my life.. the ironic thing is.. the more stable I am, the more unhappy I feel.. This is not suppose to happen.. I mean, till now I shld have no complaints.. I have come this far due to my hard work and due diligence and yet, I felt that something is missing in my life, a part of me.. Why do I feel this way, I really have no answer.. The important piece of puzzle, I've not found it in my life.. I felt lost for the first time in my life.. Really.. I have a plan, but is this really the plan I want? I keep asking myself that...... I dunno why.... If heaven could give me a sign and enlighten me on what I need to do... What I should do...

Richeously Yours,
Richard.