A week had passed by yet again.. few downs during this week in terms of work... but still manageable. with downs, there wont be spice i guess..

Had a good bonding between myself and another close colleague, or should i say fren. There is indeed a kind of chemistry between us. I felt it. not sure she felt it too. its not those boy-girl thing, its something different, something deeper. its like although we know each other for only like 4 months, but the time seems much longer. there is a certain chemistry between us and when one of us wants to say something even with saying it first, the other would have guessed it.. this kind of thing, you only have it with certain people.. certain few special people. I really hope this feeling lasts, while it is still here. Cos I dunno what are the future plans for me... I have to see....

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

Do you know that you are the only one so far who made me very luan.. never b4 i will long for a person for such a long time.. I never knew I'm capable of that.. being emotional shows your weakness and you exposed my weakness. wherever and whenever, I will always think of you.. My heart is very small, only 1 person can live in it and currently its you.. so dear god, when you say want to see if whether we are fated to meet again, i dunno whether you meant it as a joke or test. Stirring up my emotions is what you are best at doing to me.. i dun blame you.. i know happiness depend on myself, and of course, fate. So if fate you could be kind, pls pls.. let us meet again.. I promise this time i will hold on to the opportunity and NEVER let go.

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

Y2011 has come.. its a new year. Previously I've been distracted.. i am not clear on what I want and just jump into feelings that bounced along.. I thought that if I just follow the flow, things will set in place naturally.. I was wrong.. I learnt that in life, we only live once and shld pursue our true feelings.. even if we fall face first, covered with dust, its ok. I rather live for the best then to settle for second best.. Even if i know i may not get what i want in the end, but i know at least i tried to follow my true feelings.. for once in my life. and not just bounced along..

Richieously Yours,
Richard.