okay i have been lazy to blog recently because i 've been bogged down by my wisdom tooth surgery which I'm glad is finally over.. i knew this problem since last year but I have been deluding myself thinking that if i practice careful oral care, i would not have to undergo extraction of 4 teeth.. but nevertheless, the demons came back to haunt me.. until recently i have my regular dental checkup and my dentist told me that my back tooth is decaying, i knew this is it... so after undergoing surgery in a 2 week interval, and losing pints of blood (okay a bit exaggerating i know..), i finally got rid of the 4 stupid tooth thats causing me much misery..

i am now recuperating at home.. doing nothing.. doing nothing can be a bliss u know. to break free from work once in a while.. but i'll be back soon hopefully...

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

Chorus: cause i can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and i'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'cause i can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then i won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and i'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And i will give up this fight

Chorus: cause i can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and i'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't'cause i can't make you love me, if you don't

Bonnie Raitt

This song got me hooked up.. i think everyone should go listen it if got the chance..

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

time flies, I left UPS for slightly longer than a year ago.. yet I've still managed to maintain close contact with my frenz there.. friendship is something that money cant buy, at least i choose to believe it this way.. it needs time to nurture. speaking of this, I'm quite disappointed with certain group of frenz who forgot this rule.. well i guess people move on, either in a right or left way..

i was thinking abt the days whereby life for me was a challenge everyday.. i have to juggle between studies and work.. there was never a doubt i cant handle it but i'm glad that i made it in the end.. i just cant but rem those days whereby i share with the gang.. although we have to constantly mug the notes and books, we do share times of happiness whereby we enjoy our little breaks of snacks and bo liao gossip. it was kinda of the good old days and i miss it a little. nevertheless, life moves on and these are just the little thoughts that add colors to my life..

Richieoulsy Yours,
Richard.