When sis told me the news today, my heart felt a tinge of pain. I thought I have let go. But all along its me deceiving myself. I still have feelings for you. No matter how much I try to hide and put up a strong front. I hate this part of myself because whenever I do that, I become cold and stone face. People think I'm dao but on the contrary, I'm just wrapping myself up. So when I heard u got bullied and I'm helpless to do anything despite knowing I can do something, the feeling is torture. But I know you are a strong gal. You can face up the challenge no matter what and so don't let those ugly ppl defeat you. Whether you know or not, I'll be watching you from behind and if I know anyone who dares to even think about backstabbing you, rest assured that I would sure as hell show my most ugly side. The side I've concealed for a long time. The side only those closest to me know.......

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

recently.. I've become more moody.. I'm not sure why. I'm not laughing as much. even though I am laughing.. usually its just to hide my true self.. perhaps I'm not too happy with what I'm doing or having in life right now.. I know i know.. one must be contended to enjoy true happiness.. I'm asking a lot out of myself.. Luckily, I found myself having one indulgence that seems to perk up my mood no matter what lemons being thrown at me.. and that is ICE-CREAM! Its surprising that something cold and sweet is able to brighten my moody life instantly.. Thank god that someone ever thought of inventing this heavenly dessert....

Richieously Yours
Richard.

i've experienced many setbacks in life.. none too "life-threatening".. yes some disappointing ones but nothing as compared to the most current I've suffered under.. I've always deemed myself to be of excellence but this setback had brought me to my knees and brought me crashing down to earth once again... I really need to re-learn how to pick myself up and clean off the dust and start again. I wont be beaten.. I will always try again.. but i would take a break down I guess, to recuperate and set a few things right..

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

life isn't so complicated afterall.. its not about driving flashy sports car, wearing the brightest blingz, living in the tallest building, having a vault with wades of bills.. sometimes it can just be as simple as having a simple lunch and a cup of teh with your a soulmate... yes someone you can really connect.. the simplicity.. simply priceless. recently, i had lunch with a good friend.. its not for too long.. 45 mins.. that's all. there isn't a need to spend hours.. quality of conversation triumphs over quantity... and yes i enjoyed it.. looking forward to our next lunch outing and hopefully i can bring you some good news.. it would be my treat. *winkz*

Richieously Yours,
Richard.