I've grown to like my car as what it is and not what its going to become. Face it, its not going to turn into a porsche no matter how hard i dream it.. its just going to stay the way it is.. The recent rise in COE prices making car prices so obscene is not a bad thing after all. In fact, it made me realise to treasure the things we have in life instead of harboring false hopes for things we are not going to get. So I've said it. Hope that Xiao Bai will continue to serve me faithfully for the next 7 years.. =)

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

man.. i got to learn how to conquer my demons.. why am i still the same old me.. keep repeating the old mistakes and taking the same old path. I got to learn to let you. learn to relax. Stop acting Cool DUDE!!!! its not going to make things any better... Dammn.

Richieously Yours
Richard.

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize - don't patronize me

Chorus: cause i can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and i'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'cause i can't make you love me, if you don't

I'll close my eyes, then i won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and i'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And i will give up this fight
Chorus: cause i can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and i'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'cause i can't make you love me, if you don't

This is a sad love song by Bonnie Raitt.. very sad in a beautiful way.. I can't make you love me, if you won't. Love can't be forced, it takes 2 to tango. where the eyes meet and the hearts flutter. sadly, the feeling is not there anymore.............

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

Watched yesterday match: Germany vs Argentina.. Seeing how the Germans worked as a team and tore the Argentina apart with their spirited display, I can't help but have my admiration for the germans. They are simply breathe taking and most importantly, i feel that they are playing for each other. No doubt Argentina has the best footballer in the world with the team, seeing how he not snuffed out makes me re-think my ideals.. All along I've always advocate individual brilliance to triumph over any obstacles.. The Germans have changed my mind.. I really hope that I can have the chance to work in a team like the Germans.. whereby everything would click and fall in place.. Ya~ i know this isn't possible especially in the office environment. Everyone just fight for themselves and I don't blame them....

Richieously Yours,
Richard.

well well. I'm experiencing the longest drought ever. Still actively searching for good opportunities but yet to find the golden one. The effort stretches from beginning this year till now. All I need is LUCK! I suppose i already have the necessary pre-requisites. I know how to present myself well. All I need is a little bit of mojo to move things forward. So God, do heed my pleas.. Let me land the big one! Keeping my hands clasped..

Richieously Yours
Richard.